[Verse 1] I left my coat on the kitchen chair Like I was coming back prepared You said my name like a fragile thing Afraid of what the night might bring I smiled too hard, I spoke too small Built a room inside the wall You held the door, but I couldn’t move I hated that I wanted you [Pre-Chorus] And I know love is not a cure For every ghost I never named But I keep reaching for your hands Then blaming you for my own pain [Chorus] It’s not yours to heal This thunder in my chest I’m learning how to feel Without asking you to guess I can love you and still break I can leave and still be real If I’m shaking in the dark It’s not yours to heal [Verse 2] I turned your kindness into proof That I was hard to stay close to Every silence sounded like goodbye Every light became a lie You never asked to be my ground I was scared of falling down So I made a storm, then called it fate And watched us bend beneath the weight [Pre-Chorus] Maybe love can hold a mirror But it cannot make me whole I have to meet the frightened child I keep hiding in my soul [Chorus] It’s not yours to heal This thunder in my chest I’m learning how to feel Without asking you to guess I can love you and still break I can leave and still be real If I’m shaking in the dark It’s not yours to heal [Bridge] Strings rise like morning through the blinds Gold on the damage I denied I don’t need saving from the fall I need to hear myself at all So let the room become the sky Let every buried river rise I am not fixed, but I am here And I am more than what I fear [Final Chorus] It’s not yours to heal This thunder in my chest I’m learning how to feel And lay my weapons down to rest I can love you and still ache I can change and still be real If I’m shaking in the light It’s not yours to heal [Outro] Not yours to heal Not yours to hold alone I’m coming back to me I’m coming back to home
