
The Mender's Hands
[Verse 1] I tried to mend a kettle yesterday My hands remembered copper, tin, and flame But something in the wrist has learned to twist Toward the angle where a throat would be The children watch me now with different eyes Not fear exactly — recognition. They've seen what was awoken And wonder if it truly sleeps again [Pre-Chorus — building tension] We tell ourselves the war had edges Clean beginning, clear-cut end But I have walked the roads we purchased And I cannot find us in the toll [Chorus] What becomes of the blade when the dark retreats? Does the iron remember the ore? There was someone before they sharpened me But the mender's hands are not mine anymore (Not mine anymore) [Verse 2] My daughter asked me what we were before I said we fixed what other hands had broken She asked me what we are now I had no answer she could hold The elders speak of returning to the wheel Of songs we sang before the valley burned But when I try to sing, my throat recalls The only music I made for years [Pre-Chorus] Perhaps the darkness wasn't only them Perhaps it waits in any hand That learns how little pressure breaks a life And does not flinch— [Chorus] What becomes of the blade when the dark retreats? Does the iron remember the ore? There was something before they sharpened me But the mender's hands are not mine anymore (Not mine anymore) [Bridge] And now I wonder— Was the gentleness a thing we chose Or just the only shape we knew Before I learned what else these hands could do? I can mend what has been broken I can break what must not stand But I cannot find the Tinker Who once lived inside this hand [Outro — fading] The wheel turns... The wheel turns... But the hand upon the wheel Is not the mender's now [whispered, fragmenting] Mend what is broken... Rend what needs breaking... Mend (rend)... Rend (mend)... The wheel turns... The hand knows... The wheel knows... The hand turns.

