[Intro - Immediate Virtuoso Distorted Guitar, Female Hymn Underneath] [Rapid Guitar Sweeps, Tapping, Chromatic Runs, Dissonant Bends] [Distant Wordless Female Hymn, No Male Voices] Ah... ah... Ah... ah... [Verse 1 - Cold Low Female Spoken-Sung Voice, Dry Close Mic] [Oppressive Half-Time Guitar and Bass] Every night, inside my room I count the walls I cannot see No locks, no chains, no windows here And still, there's nowhere I can leave Hey, do you know what darkness is? Not the darkness when lights go out The kind that lives behind your eyes The kind you cannot scream about [Verse 2 - Delicate Female Voice, Growing Unease] [Sparse Heavy Drums, Industrial Pulse] I love the night It lets me breathe The world goes quiet The light recedes And for a moment I belong To something silent Something wrong But then it comes It always comes Beneath the floor Behind my tongue A blackened tide Without a shore It fills the spaces I ignore [Pre-Chorus - Haunting Female Hymn Returns] [Distorted Guitar Builds, Female Lead Begins to Tremble] And somewhere in the dark A choir starts to sing So sweet, so pure Such a beautiful thing But no one moves their lips No one takes a breath And every lovely note Sounds like a little death [Chorus - Anguished Female Melodic Shouts] [Violent Continuous Double-Kick, Heavy Distorted Guitar] Oh, how wonderful How beautiful it feels The darkness moves inside me And suddenly I'm real I'm alive I'm alive I can feel it in my skin Then why Oh, why Does the hurting never end? [Female Scream - Raw, Desperate, No Male Voice] Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! [Instrumental - Extended Virtuoso Electric Guitar Solo] [Fast Alternate Picking, Sweeps, Tapping, Legato, Dissonant Bends] [Female Wordless Hymn Against Aggressive Guitar] [Rhythmic Displacement, Sudden Stops, No Resolution] [Verse 3 - Trembling Female Voice, Nearly Spoken] [Heavy Instruments Drop to Near Silence] I don't want to know What comes after this I don't want to see What waits beneath the bliss I'm scared It hurts Please, don't tell me why I close my eyes But something opens wide [Spoken Interlude - Same Female Singer, Unnaturally Calm] [No Male Voice, No Instruments] "Will you come?" "Or will you stay?" "No one will choose for you." [Verse 4 - Hollow Low Female Voice] [Slow Crushing Guitar Returns] I stand before the open door Like every night before And morning finds me standing there Still staring at the floor The same pale sky The same cold room The same familiar air Tomorrow comes And nothing changes I'm still standing there [Bridge - Fragile Female Singing, Almost Innocent] [Minimal Guitar, Distant Female Hymn] Tell me Does it mean anything? All these nights All these mornings All these little deaths Are you happy? Tell me, are you happy? If you have a little happiness Could you leave some here for me? Just a little Just enough To know what it could be [Final Chorus - Female Voice Breaks Into Harsh Screams] [Full Double-Kick, Crushing Bass, Dissonant Guitar] But no No, no I don't want anything I don't feel anything Except the pain The lovely pain [Female Death Growl - Low, Harsh, Clearly Female] What hurts? My heart What heart? [Female Scream - Desperate, Cracking] The one that still remembers How to hurt [Breakdown - Disturbingly Beautiful Female Hymn] [Distorted Guitar Feedback Fades Into Silence] Ah... ah... Ah... ah... The hymn begins again The room forgets its walls And somewhere in the silence Something softly calls The door is open Once again [Outro - Same Female Singer, Quiet and Almost Cheerful] [Near Silence, No Drums] Maybe tonight I'll go and see Maybe there's something Waiting there for me Maybe it's beautiful Maybe it's nothing Well... Let's see [Female Laughter - Soft, Playful, Gradually Fracturing] Ha... Ha... Hahaha... [Final Female Scream - Laughter Turns Into One Prolonged Scream] [Voice Breaks Into Harsh Female Death Growl] Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! [Ending - Sudden Cut, Opening Female Hymn Returns Alone] [Unresolved, No Triumphant Ending, No Male Voices] Ah... ah... Ah... ah... [Hard Cut To Silence]
