[Intro] [Atmospheric, distorted vocal chops] [Heavy breathing] I didn't mean to do it. But it looked so shiny in the window. [Laughs] Keep the change. K...k...keep the change. [Verse 1] [Rap, Spoken Word, Fast Flow] I woke up on the wrong side of the city with a headache that feels like a jackhammer. There's a velvet coat on the floor that I'm pretty sure costs more than my first car. My phone is dead but I can feel the phantom vibrations against my thigh. I think I told a stranger all my deepest secrets in the bathroom line just to feel understood. The coffee is bitter, the sun is too bright, and I have three missed calls from my landlord. But look at these shoes, look at how the light hits the leather when I step over the cracks in the sidewalk. I'm a disaster, honey, but I'm a high-definition disaster. [Pre-Chorus 1] [Melodic, Singing] It's a temporary fix, a little bandage on a bullet hole. I'm running up the tab just to feel like I'm in control. [Build-up] Going faster, faster, chasing something I can't see. Is it happiness? Or is it just another delivery? [Chorus 1] [Heavy Bass, Anthemic] I'm buying happiness in little black bags. Throwing my heart into the fire, check the price tags. It hurts so good when the card goes through. I'd rather be broke than broken over you. Yeah, I'm collecting receipts like they're love letters. Anything to make this messy life look better. (Make it look better!) [Verse 2] [Rap, Aggressive Flow] I'm in the back of a black car telling the driver to just drive until the ocean stops us because I can't stand the silence of my own apartment. I said yes to chaos and now I'm addicted to the adrenaline of bad decisions at 4 AM on a Tuesday. Sent a text I shouldn't have sent and then threw the phone out the window just so I wouldn't have to see the reply. My therapist calls it deflecting. I call it curating a lifestyle of glamorous avoidance. Do I look worried? No, I look expensive. [Pre-Chorus 2] [Melodic, Singing] It's a temporary fix, a little bandage on a bullet hole. I'm running up the tab just to feel like I'm in control. [Build-up, Drums Speed Up] Going faster, faster, chasing something I can't see. Is it happiness? Or is it just another delivery? [Chorus 2] [Heavy Bass, Anthemic] I'm buying happiness in little black bags. Throwing my heart into the fire, check the price tags. It hurts so good when the card goes through. I'd rather be broke than broken over you. Yeah, I'm collecting receipts like they're love letters. Anything to make this messy life look better. [Bridge] [Minimal, Whisper] Fill the void. Pack it tight. Wrap it up. Overnight. [Crescendo, Shouting] It's not enough. It's never enough. I want it all. I want the fall. I WANT THE FALL! [Drop] [Instrumental Breakdown, Heavy 808s] (Keep the change!) (Little black bags!) (Never enough!) [Final Chorus] [Maximum Energy, Ad-libs] I'm buying happiness in little black bags! (So many bags!) Throwing my heart into the fire, check the price tags. It hurts so good when the card goes through. I'd rather be broke than broken over you! Yeah, I'm collecting receipts like they're love letters. Anything to make this messy life look better. [Outro] [Fade Out, Spoken] Just keep the change. I don't need it. I don't need anything. Except this. Keep the change. [Cash register sound]