Oh! Did I forget to say? "There are tests all along the Way!" But they are Blessings in disguise. Pay attention and be wise! We don't tend to feel OK, when things get very hard. Don't let that lead you astray! When I lived and served near the Master I saw up close, mysteries of his Blessing, There could be miraculous ease, or a sudden disaster Unexpected, at any time. These were common, so plans were always made. It seems the Blessing Force was kicking us down the lane to up our game, to function as bodily servants of the Living Source. This was hinted all the time. Which helped me stay in line. There was always a new chance to figure this out! I do recall a moment when my heart gave a shout. of sudden understanding. The communication "runner" with radio in hand, Ran to the delivery driver man. "We have an EMERGENCY!!!!!" She declared, breathlessly. But the driver replied, "Relax your fear, Every moment is an emergency here!" I was learning on the spot. You can be happy no matter your lot. Don't let the weather disturb you. Above the clouds, the sun is always shining in perfect blue. Yes, an emergency has come down The fire prevention work is 2 months late! And our 2 well pumps are out , on the ground. That's worse than ever, my mind tells me while I sprint for 2 hours to do what I can, that might help as soon as I see. Just doing my very best, and dropping the rest! Our man with fix-it skills on the hill, is smiling too. He is doing his best and trusts, we will get through. I have learned this important lesson, "Always relax emotional expression", It's not a help, but a distraction. Allow the Living Force of Life, to live all without strife. Where does this leave me? holding the bag to do what is necessary trusting in the Living Light and the highest Power while surrendering my fright. The Master gave me a huge test that lasted my first 15 years I learned when I let go of my fears trusting the Source all the way through, Miracles can happen and often do. The list of these lessons has been long And has proven worthy of a song. People grow through challenge and difficulty, Still I would not choose the tests But discovered they were a great gift, that grew me profoundly, along with the rest. Amazing Grace was Given so many times Divine Presence with infinite Power and immense Love, filled the skies, tears falling instantly from my eyes. The greatest force in the universe is Love. It has blasted my heart open wide to the Infinite One, ever above, that lives and moves all, even the tide. Now, late in life, the Gifts and lessons Given to me are a "burden of Light" I carry. Treasures from Beyond, unfolding for all to see, Great Swan Peace Cathedral on Dandelion has been tested and Blessed, every step of the way. The Divine Master, the Light above all lights has not changed Testing that grows us, continues to this day.
