Earther's Lament

The Black expanse around me wishing Wish a partner to dance Waste my time Dreaming On The sea of night Sailing the sunless waste Man my mom was right My mission to survive loneliness and isolation Control says stay alive Mom in desperation Told me not to go I went Any way Now I am gonna pay Drifting in the dark following a star loneliness so stark radio calls from afar Do nothin' for me One companion all I need To push my blues away Sliding through the ship Do I hear someone Man I gotta get a grip No one out here but me Sailing on the endless sea Darkness my only companion I get to dance with abandon Watching through the glass all around amazing sights stars and comets pass I'd trade it for holding tight To another near That a knock I hear Isolation no more I know what I heard That was a knock at the door My mom was right, Sorry mom I was wrong Got to recall the ship I heard a knock on the hull I am losing my grip Mission abort I need to pull If I don't I might not get back Turn this thing around I am homeward bound Drifting, floating in the turn Gravity lost without the burn Little jets twisting the frame There it goes again That little knock in my brain A faint cry, a louder scream This can't be happening I am too far away I hope I make it home Or out here is where I stay Homeward bound If I am lost will I ever be found Can't imagine the cost My mental state My space is my fate Outside the lock I see a face Oh what a shock It's me Do I let me in How can this be happen nen Let me go Let me go I won't come in Let me In Stay out there Where you've been Out there you saw I have been waiting You wished on a star You calling To me To You Now we can be I take you down You take me home Agree with me now You will never be alone Let me in Let you out No no no I would rather burn Than give you a turn My life and yours In my hand you see I can't let you be 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.