Feeling confused I'm in a maze I hear music but I'm in a daze Looking for that higher ground Nothing but pain have I found Need nirvana need harmony Feel I'm just lost at see Need a break, need a release This anxiety feels like a disease When I will know something more to show When will I grin Is pain because of sin When will I cheer I need a vision clear When will I succeed I need to plant a seed Feeling like I need a new heart When can happiness start I'm my own worst enemy I'm motionless can you see I second guess myself and hurt Don't want to end up under dirt Running out of ways I can cope I'm drowning in the defeat of my hope When I will know something more to show When will I grin Is pain because of sin When will I cheer I need a vision clear When will I succeed I need to plant a seed I need some relief to my battered soul I need a new way to have control I fall to my knees I plead and cry I look up to the unknown power of the sky When will I become something blessed If I need punished, God do your best I don't want pain anymore in my sight I've been beat up both day and night When I will know something more to show When will I grin Is pain because of sin When will I cheer I need a vision clear When will I succeed I need to plant a seed Feeling confused I'm still in a maze Still hear music but I'm still in a daze Still looking for a higher ground Still beat up from all I've found Still need nirvana still need harmony Still just lost at sea Still feel I need a break and release And this anxiety is still a disease

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