Im still 12 She didn't die just cause you refused to hear her. She didn't go away cause you wanted to kill her. She didn't heal just cause you Walked away She's been inside hiding, terrified every day...... 50 years later Here I am Re viewing the decades, The lesson plan. Crying outside for help so I went inside instead Heart crushed, stepped on like a trophy on a shelf..... And now I'm dusting.......... damn, it's dirty in here.................................... And she's still here! She hid inside I thought she died She was scared too To open her eyes Swallowed her voice Her pain Her loss Somebody's gain [whisper] she's still lost She's still alive............. She's speaking...... Burn that witch! Whether you hear her or not One day you might be her.................... Gonna slap you in the face And remind you who you were....... not so fun anymore....... being on the other side of being unrecognizable undeserving of love undeserving of protection, prosperity the opposite direction..... my hearts dissection Forget it, they say Stuff it Think nice things Smile Fake it.. Make it more palatable If you want Approval of denial...... Keep it to yourself Just stay in your isle She's still there Falling hair Wondering where all the dreams, they went. She's still here A tear and a sneer Barely holding on Saying what she meant Maybe I was all wrong The worst person in the world. I must deserve this stage Actors playing it real good.... Im looking for the exit. My heart really meant it Maybe I never should.... Have believed..... She was safe to beeeeee....... Quitting time Erase it all and start again..... But did you die?.......................... Im still twelve.... Im still twelve.... She's still here..........
