Not a sell out nah, thats why you sitting here doing a sequel to deja vu, queen nah i see you. You on that Renn kick again because your Ess Ess Cee Seven entry flopped and you embarressed girl, Saydee you may not look in mirrors much but damn queen you can literally feel how red your face is getting, that familiar sting. The same one that had you in the school bathroom sobbing, Distraught and alone with no one you could trust because some how they'd never be there when you really needed them. Who? Your friends Sayd, Your friends, you know the ones you don't have, or the ones you made here. Blocked you out of nowhere turned tail and ran and one who stayed with the man who made you break, and lied about damn near everything, stealing valor calm down sade this ain't the time, just breathe, yeah just keep breathing right, this is some deja vu alright, hello old friend come to see me again huh come to see me bleed, right? Well I don't lie on the ground I don't bleed wrong I bleed right. I channel it, I ride it, I let it come in waves and I just get my surfboard and I'm away. Saydee your insane, yeah but in the best way. I'm out here dodging pain like mate trix neo bullet time, whoosh whoosh life can't catch me i'm too busy being someone else to find, myself gone fishing you can't know saydee she's in prison in her mind, your here with me, whatever this is when her world gets too small this thing uncurls it's like there ain't no world beyond imm meedee yutt sight. Saydee let me in they say clear your head but i can't, cuz i can't even see, it's too dark in here. At least I'm pretty yeah... A Fee yonsay I can't see, there's an ocean in the way, but at least i'm pretty right nah yeah, i have it made. How can I explain anything when no one listens to what I say. Taking one look at my face, just another little girl who can't face reality wait for the wall then she'll really feel her age. Click click my pen, i can hear my own breath, drip drip there's the blood that keeps the thing red. At least I'm pretty yeah I got that going for me. The only one who benefits from that I hardly ever get to see. Ah queen just start an insta your gonna have it so damn eezee. A thousand and one follows from every man under the sun won't stop me being lonely. So stezz tryna move in soon, I live with my mum, yeah i'm a loser deal with it, I live with my mum and now she say, that we just ain't got the space, bit late but okay, I can roll with that, just another chink in the chain of the life of Ess Jay, stuck up industry gal with a mouth bigger than her brain. Yippy yippy yap there she goes again I wonder tho does she know we all thinking the same, damn thing as everyone else she ever made, , enemies of god I wish she'd just leave. Sound familiar yes? no? Well if you ain't thinking that, you could be, and that's enough for me, to me you are its called anxiety. It ruins stuff for me before it's even born and just rips the life right outta me. I have issues I say, bad ones, Bee Dee Dee extreme, oh queen pray tell what is that, It's when you hate your reflection of whatever stares back. The worst is when they snigger and scoff and cough out HOW can you hate yourself when you look like that. I'd cry but i'm numb. If I wasn't always dealing with catta, cliss mick minor molehill mountains problems piling up to piledrive me straight south in the ground hellbound I'd have enough energy to try and sort something out but no. I'm a just keep being half of my self. What was I saying, oh yeah stez got a ticket, we aint got the space, and less than 2 weeks to figure out the rest, Just something to do, anything to do not to think about it. Maybe thats why I'm so good. Not trying to brag I'm tryna figure it out. Maybe my brain is just working this fast as a way to escape, reality crushing me coming down harder than it needs, I get it God yeah I know I'm your comedy, I'm the punchline divine Come see the meow zee, fail everything and lose what she keeps piece by precious piece until all that is left is the memm ree of her name, saydee jade Knock Knock guess who Deja Vu Deja Vu Deja Vu Endless loop, bleed and write, garbage chute, Deja Vu Too, Deja Vu Too, Can't even write an original, Deja vu, deja vu, recycle and ree, use. Saydee where the chorus at? Nah choruses are over used. Then dont get depressed when this one don't get the views. Don't worry I won't, My choruses suck anyway they only good when I don't try, oh wah wah saydee cry harder boo hoo you prissy little princess, you say you have image issues yet you rock a pfp nah queen you can't fool me, you just compliments yeah reel that line in queen you'll have a dragnet of fish, lol, if you think its easy doing this nah its called therapy. Exposure therapy, theres a reason its always only the same 5 or 6 pics ask my crew they know I aint lyin' it ain't often i show myself and it's not like i've ever shown up on stream. But ahh yeah nah Saydee your so pretty though At least your pretty though yeah? Life and all it entails going the way of ancient reptiles hell in a handbasket but queen nah your pretty though, at least your pretty girl, making emoji's out your face, exposure therapy, queen thats no excuse this late in the game you either still ill or your just vain. Soono Ess Ess See, Double You Bee, your new best Friend Big Tee, Choo Choo train Saydee's brain never stops, it's running away, flow state, interdimensional travel invented early and born from her pain. Refering to herself in the third person because she thinks it makes her sound more imposing. Saydee you've done it again you've contiuned to write long after the lines needed unneccesary rhymes now queen the song is done, no chorus E Don't worry I won't My choruses suck anyway they only good when I don't try, oh wah wah saydee cry harder boo hoo you prissy little princess, you say you have image issues yet you rock a pee eff pee of your face nah queen you can't fool me, you just want compliments yeah reel that line in queen you'll have a dragnet of fish, lol, if you think its easy doing this nah its called therapy. Exposure therapy, theres a reason its always only the same 5 or 6 pics ask my crew they know I aint lyin' it ain't often i show myself and it's not like i've ever shown up on stream. But ahh yeah nah Saydee your so pretty though At least your pretty though yeah? Life and all it entails going the way of ancient reptiles hell in a handbasket but queen nah your pretty though, at least your pretty girl, making emoji's out your face, exposure therapy, queen thats no excuse this late in the game you either still ill or your just vain. Soono Ess Ess See, Double You Bee, your new best Friend Big Tee, Choo Choo train Saydee's brain never stops, it's running away, flow state, interdimensional travel invented early and born from her pain. Refering to herself in the third person because she thinks it makes her sound more imposing. Saydee you've done it again you've contiuned to write long after the lines needed unneccesary rhymes now queen the song is done, no chorus E vun and it's still longer than Attila the Hun's failed conquest, (the wall of Chai nah in case you didnt get dat line). I don't wanna stop, I want to write this song forever. The pages are too bloody I can't just stop, in the hour this has taken, it's become a part of me. Saydee (no i cant) Saydee!! (i cant stop) SAYDEE!! (no!) STOP!!! Stop...
