𝕸𝖗 𝕸𝖊𝖔𝖜_intermission +

[Intro - Chant, cracked vocal, dark ambience] First ayy [Chorus - Abyss Anthem] [heavy 808, dark piano] step out the abyss know you think it's still luck like I'm four-leaf clover put the past in a ditch yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over step out the abyss know you think it's still luck like I'm four-leaf clover put the past in a ditch yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over [Verse 1 - Confessional Rap] [stripped drums, vulnerable] all of my friends they think I'm in too deep and uh if I'm bein honest I think they might be right they might be right uh ayy my therapist called she said "where you been g?" to be honest I'm hidin from you and uh she said "why you keep hidin from me?" I said "cause I'm hidin from me too" my soul it been slidin they ain't got a clue I can't find the key all these locks on the truth I'm runnin out of options no possible routes if I'm honest I think I could possibly lose the mind I got left I say I want life but inside I want death I've said all these lies that I now must confess she said "you need God" but I'm not that religious I don't want a quick fix that's not realistic just please tell me why I am not optimistic I see everybody else so optimistic while I hope and pray that this plane is a kamikaze mission it's not the life I envisioned it's not the life I had pictured I wish the afterlife came with a list of permissions and one is permission to visit the second's permission to see what I'm missin and the third's permission to make my decisions and the fourth's permission to change all my wishes if they grant me all four I'll be back in an instant but I just got back from my intermission [African Soul Bridge - Thabiso - SPIRITUAL PRISON] [beat stops, dark ambient pad, blue fire crackling, slow clear Tswana spoken rap, heartbeat] Phogwana ya me e a thibathiba Nna le motswala wa me Re bona di-therapist Gonne re itsentse mo kgolegelong ya Semoya Kgolegelo e e nang le mantswe a batho Fela o sa ba bone Bangwe ba re re latlhegetswe ke tlhaloganyo Fela ga ba itse Re tshwana le setlhare sa mitlwa se se tukang mollo, eupša se sa swe! Dikgato tsa rona Tsa batho ba romilweng Ke ka mo ke lemogileng gore Mantswe a buang le nna Ke masole a me Preparing me for my battle For my flock is lost So I said to my friend "Tshwara thejana le thebe e kgolo, mme a ko o nanoge o nthuse." [Chorus - Return] [full drums back, anthem] step out the abyss know you think it's still luck like I'm four-leaf clover put the past in a ditch yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over step out the abyss know you think it's still luck like I'm four-leaf clover put the past in a ditch yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over [Outro - Intermission Chant] [echo, fade] ayy I just got back from my intermission yeah yeah I just got back from my intermission ayy yeah I just got back from my intermission yeah yeah I just got back from my intermission step out the abyss yeah we had a good run but that whole thing's over