I saw a falling star tonight ah if I had a wish to make a God somewhere to love me still so life would not feel so hard I’ve forgotten how to laugh running means nothing anymore all I want is just to sleep and not remember what comes next I feel no sorrow and no pain it’s like I’m floating in the void as if this world was never mine as if I speak a tongue foreign I remember it was thirst that somehow led me here I drank the light with so much greed everything began to change My dreams have started feeling empty I keep asking, “and then what?” I don’t see now, I only foresee the present has disappeared I want to learn to love the way a dog knows how to love to let the light become my guide and not care what I’m walking toward