i don’t really mind (not most of the time)

shifting, shifting through it all like it is going to change my mind running circles in the hall trying to get it right this time acting like i won’t succeed most of what i say out loud but it is only half of me trying just to work it out and i do not really mind no i do not really mind no i do not really mind not most of the time feel it come, then it fades away i do not know how long it stays let it rise, let it fall again i just let it drift away and i do not really mind no i do not really mind no i do not really mind not most of the time back and forth, i trace the line like there is something left to find every day just passing by checking time but losing mine oh i try to face what is real but it never stays in place every step just feels the same in a slightly different way and i do not really know where it is meant to go but i let it flow like i always do feel it come, then it fades away i do not know how long it stays let it rise, let it fall again i just let it drift away and i do not really mind no i do not really mind no i do not really mind not most of the… and i do not really mind no i do not really mind no i do not really mind not most of the time feels like something is about to break but i am moving through instead holding onto what we made while it is slipping through my head i thought i knew where i would stand now it is further than it seems every answer in my hands turns into something in between and i do not really mind no i do not really mind no i do not really mind not most of the time feel it come, then it fades away i do not know how long it stays let it rise, let it fall again i just let it drift away and i do not really mind no i do not really mind no i do not really mind not most of the time feel it come, then it fades away i do not know how long it stays let it rise, let it fall again i just let it drift away and i do not really mind no i do not really mind no i do not really mind and i do not really mind no i do not really mind no i do not really mind not most of the time