I watch the shadows on my wall Afraid to hear another call The world outside keeps moving on But I'm still here when hope is gone I hide my tears behind a smile Pretend I'm fine for just a while There's something breaking deep inside A little fear I cannot hide What if the stars all disappear? What if the ones I love aren't here? I'm holding on with trembling hands To things I cannot understand I'm afraid of tomorrow Afraid of the pain I might know Afraid of losing the people I love And watching them slowly let go I'm afraid of the silence When nobody calls my name I wish I could be a little stronger But I'm scared of everything I keep the memories close to me Like fading stars above the sea I know that nothing stays the same But change still feels a little strange Sometimes I wish the night would stay And keep the morning far away Because the dark is all I know And I'm not ready to let go What if my dreams all disappear? What if there's no one waiting here? I'm trying hard to face the sky But I'm still scared to say goodbye I'm afraid of tomorrow Afraid of the pain I might know Afraid of losing the people I love And watching them slowly let go I'm afraid of the silence When nobody calls my name I wish I could be a little stronger But I'm scared of everything Maybe I'm not weak for crying Maybe I'm just tired of trying Maybe fear is part of me But it isn't all I'll ever be If I fall, will I survive? Can I find the strength inside? Even with these shaking hands I'll try to face tomorrow's plans I'm still afraid of tomorrow But I'll face it one more time Even if the road is uncertain Even if the stars don't shine I'm still afraid of the silence And the goodbyes I can't explain But maybe I can keep on going Even with a heart full of pain I'm afraid... But I'm still here. I'm still here... I'm still here...
