I woke up with a weight on my chest Like something won’t let go Morning light through half-closed blinds Makes everything feel slow Every mirror speaks too clearly Every pause is loud There’s a tremor in the quiet I can’t shut out I hold it all together Like it’s second nature now But something in the silence Keeps trying to break out Round and round I go again Caught inside my own head Say I’m fine, but I pretend I’m barely hanging by a thread If I let you see the truth Would you stay or would you run? I’m tired of playing bulletproof I just want to feel someone The world outside keeps carrying on Like nothing’s out of place While I pace the same four walls Trying not to lose my place My pulse keeps time with every doubt It’s louder than before I tell myself to shake it off But it’s knocking at the door I say I’m fine, I say I’m steady Like I’ve got control somehow But the cracks are getting harder To ignore right now Round and round I go again Caught inside my own head Say I’m fine, but I pretend I’m barely hanging by a thread If I let you see the truth Would you stay or would you run? I’m tired of playing bulletproof I just want to feel someone Maybe I don’t need to fight it Maybe I just let it show All the parts I’ve kept in hiding All the things I never told If I drop the act completely If I stop trying to be strong Would the silence finally break Or has it been me all along? Round and round I go again Caught inside my own head Say I’m fine, but I pretend I’m barely hanging by a thread Since I let you see the truth Will you stay or will you run? I was tired of playing bulletproof I'm just glad to have finally felt someone..