I Tried

🤍🌸🤍🌸 I don’t want to live like this Waking up feels like a punishment And sleep’s the only time I feel okay I’ve stopped answering the phone I watch the texts come in and fade I’m not trying to be dramatic I just don’t have the strength today They ask me how I’m doing And I say, “I’m just tired” But the truth is so much darker And I’m running out of quiet I feel like I’m breaking And it’s taking too long To be okay To feel like I matter I don’t want advice I just want the pain To stop So don’t tell me I’m strong I don’t feel strong Sometimes i just want the days to stop Today might be one of them I don’t want a lesson I don’t want a prayer I just want it to end I cleaned my room like it mattered Lit a candle just to feel control Sat on the edge of my bed And stared At everything and nothing at all They ask me how I’m doing And I say, “I’m just tired” But the truth is so much darker And I’m running out of quiet I feel like I’m breaking And it’s taking too long To be okay To feel like I matter I don’t want advice I just want the pain To stop So don’t tell me I’m strong I don’t feel strong Don’t tell me it gets better I don’t need hope right now I need someone this hurts it’s heavy it’s real I’m not asking to be rescued I’m just tired of pretending That I want to stay I know people will say they cared After I’m gone But I needed that before Not after Not in flowers Not in songs I don’t hate anyone I’m just tired of hurting I’ve screamed every silent scream And no one heard a thing They ask me how I’m doing And I say, “I’m just tired” But the truth is so much darker And I’m running out of quiet I feel like I’m breaking And it’s taking too long To be okay To feel like I matter I don’t want advice I just want the pain To stop So don’t tell me I’m strong I don’t feel strong Just know I tried I swear I tried RΛCHΞY | @rachey13x Lyrics: © 2025 Rachey. Music and Arrangement: © 2025 Rachey. © 2025 Rachey. All rights reserved. 💬 Connect with RΛCHΞY: Find all my links here: https://arco.so/rachey13x/