(Intro – distorted whisper) Yeah… (yeah…) Uh… (uh…) Why I still miss you? (why…) Fuck… (Hook – layered, emotional) Right then I knew it was a dream (I knew…) It all was make believe (fake… fake…) That she would be the only one for me (only one… only one…) Right then I knew it was a dream (why you lie?) It all was make believe (not real…) That she would be the only one for me (for me… for me…) (Verse 1 – toxic, trap, numb flex) I was fucked up before you came (facts…) You just added gasoline to flames (burn it…) Told me you different, you the same (liar…) Another pretty face playin games (fuck love…) I don’t trust shit, I don’t trust souls (nah…) Heart stay cold, where the drugs go (pour up…) You said you loved me, that was jokes (haha…) See the real when the sun low (real shit…) I get toxic when I’m numb (I know…) Mix the pain with the lean and rum (double cup…) I don’t feel nothing when I cum (dead inside…) Only feel alive when I run (run away…) (Pre-Hook – whispered, tense) Saw the red flags, still stayed (stupid…) Knew the love fake (fake…) Knew my heart would break (IT BREAKS…) (Hook – stacked, drowning in harmonies) Right then I knew it was a dream (I knew… I knew…) It all was make believe (fake love…) That she would be the only one for me (only one…) Right then I knew it was a dream (fuck love…) It all was make believe (wake up…) That she would be the only one for me (for me… for me…) (Verse 2 – darker, reckless, controlling love) You like me better when I’m broken (of course…) High all night, barely focused (zoned out…) You don’t want love, you want control (toxic…) You want my soul, but not my whole (nah…) Poppin pills just to sleep (insomnia…) Demons talk when it’s just me (they loud…) I don’t chase, but you still creep (why you back?) Every time I try to leave (LET ME GO…) Fuck love, fuck trust (fuck it…) If it ain’t pain, I don’t feel much (numb…) Got scars I never discuss (don’t ask…) Heart so cold, yeah it’s fucked up (ice…) (Bridge – spoken, venomous) You loved me when I was dying You fed off my silence Used my pain for excitement Then played innocent (heartbeat… distortion… short scream) (Final Hook – half-time, emotional collapse) Right then I knew it was a dream (I knew…) It all was make believe (fake…) That she would be the only one for me Right then I knew it was a dream (wake up…) It all was make believe (wake up… WAKE UP…) That she would be the only one for me (for me… for me…) (Outro – whispered, broken) I wake up alone every night (alone…) Still reaching for you in the dark (why you gone?) Guess some dreams feel real Till they rip your heart apart (fuck love…) (echo fades…)
