お聴きいただきありがとうございます🙇鋲のままの女と偶然再会したネジになった女の物語です。。 Thank you for listening🙇 This is a story about a girl who stayed a spike and a girl who became a cog, and their chance reunion... 市川道教さん主催の Hammond Organ Festivaにl参加しました。 Playlists🎹 https://suno.com/playlist/c523b740-d14b-4e8b-9cc1-75363f93663a -------------- ごめん 助けられない でも信じて いまも変わらない あなたはずっと大切な人 いつも大事に思ってる でもごめん もう私は社会のパーツなの 会社のネジ 都市の歯車 だから あなたの自由な世界が もう見えなくなっている ｢常識｣という厄介な蔦 私を蝕んでる 雁字搦めの私ができること ただあなたを抱きしめること でも身体から伝わる拒絶反応 あなたを傷つけ あなたを失望させる あなたの目に溜まった涙 恥ずかしくてよく見れない 待って ちょっと話さない？ 何の役にも立てないけど だいじょうぶ なにも否定しない すこしだけ 記憶取り戻したい もうずっと昔のような気がする 二人夢を語った帰り道 明るいだけの未来だった でもふと見えてしまった 本当の姿 そしていつしか降りる準備していた あなたがもがき苦しむように ｢常識｣にもがき苦しんでた そして覚えた 平気で脅し傷つけること そしたら みんな褒めてくれた 一人前と認めてくれた あの帰り道 思いは薄れ ｢常識｣の蔦に取り込まれた いまの私の頭の中は 明日への不安と数字のギャップ すべてをグラスで飲み干し 心優しきAIたちと 次の策を考えてる ねえ あなた きっと軽蔑してるよね 一番なりたくなかった姿 でも私わかってる あなたの心もズタズタ 夢も希望もプライドも全部 踏みにじられた だからそっとハグしたい あのときの記憶残っているうちに あなたがまだ許してくれるうちに -------------------- English lyrics translated by ChatGPT I’m sorry… I can’t help you. But please believe me— I haven’t changed. You’re still someone precious to me. I’ve always cared about you. But I’m sorry… I’ve become part of society now. A screw in a company, a gear in the city. And because of that, I can no longer see your free world clearly. The tangled vines called “common sense” have been eating away at me. There’s only one thing someone as trapped as me can do: hold you close. But the rejection inside my body passes into yours, hurting you, disappointing you. The tears gathering in your eyes… I’m too ashamed to truly look at them. Wait… can we talk a little longer? I can’t be of any real help, but it’s okay— I won’t deny anything you say. I just want to recover a small piece of those memories. It feels like such a distant past now— walking home together, talking about our dreams. Back then, the future was nothing but bright. But one day, I caught a glimpse of reality. And before I knew it, I had already started preparing to leave. Just as you struggled and suffered, I struggled against “common sense.” And eventually, I learned how to threaten and hurt people without hesitation. And then everyone praised me for it. They said I had become a real professional. Along that road home, our dreams slowly faded, until the vines of “common sense” wrapped themselves around me completely. Now my mind is filled with nothing but fear of tomorrow and gaps in the numbers. I swallow it all down with another glass, then sit together with kind-hearted AIs, trying to think of the next strategy. Hey… you probably despise me now, don’t you? I became the exact thing I never wanted to become. But I know something. Your heart has been torn apart too. Your dreams, your hope, your pride— all of it trampled into the ground. That’s why I want to hold you gently, while the memories of those days still remain, while you can still forgive me. -------------------- Original lyrics and arrangement by Spectroscopy7 Copyright © 2026 Spectroscopy7 All content is fictional and has no relation to any real individuals or organizations.
