[Intro] [Dark Atmosphere] [Clean Electric Guitar] [Low Bass] [Female Whisper] You disappeared... on the quietest night. No goodbye... No explanation... Just tears... and questions I can't answer. [Verse 1] [Female Rap] [Palm-Muted Guitar] [Tight Drums] You walked away like nothing ever happened, Left me standing where our story started. Everything we built, everything we knew, Turned into a memory you simply threw. I kept the door unlocked, I kept waiting every night. Thinking maybe you'd come back, Thinking maybe we'd be alright. But the longer that I waited, The more I saw the truth... You weren't coming back. And I was waiting for someone who was already gone. [Pre-Chorus] [Emotional Female Vocal] [Rising Guitar] I gave you everything, I gave you all my heart. But maybe I was nothing from the very start. How can one person love until they break... While the other doesn't feel a thing? [Chorus] [Explosive Nu Metal Chorus] [Powerful Female Vocal] I FINALLY KNOW!!! I WAS NEVER THE ONE YOU WANTED! I COULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING I HAD, AND IT STILL WOULDN'T BE ENOUGH! YOU LEFT ME WITH A THOUSAND QUESTIONS, A THOUSAND MEMORIES I CAN'T ERASE! AND YOU RAN BACK TO THE ONE YOU LOVE... WHILE I WAS LEFT HERE TO TAKE THE PAIN!!! [Verse 2] [Female Rap] [Heavy Bass] [Aggressive Rhythm] I thought we'd walk together until the end of time. I put my dreams beside you, thought your future would be mine. Never thought the hand I held so long would let me go this easily. I'm not angry that you chose her... I'm just broken that you never told me. You let me love you every day, while your heart was somewhere else. How cruel is that? I was building a future... You were still looking back. [Pre-Chorus 2] [Melodic Female Vocal] I asked myself a thousand times, “What did I do wrong?” I tried to be the woman you'd never want to lose. I gave you all my best... I gave you all my love... But when you had to choose... You still didn't choose me. [Chorus] [Explosive Nu Metal Chorus] I FINALLY KNOW!!! I WAS NEVER THE ONE YOU WANTED! NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU, IT MEANT NOTHING IN YOUR HEART! YOU LEFT ME WITH ALL THESE MEMORIES, ALL THESE QUESTIONS SCREAMING IN MY HEAD! AND YOU RAN BACK TO THE ONE YOU LOVE... WHILE I WAS LEFT HERE TO BLEED!!! [Verse 3] [Low Female Rap] [Dark Guitar] [Building Tension] Don't explain it... Don't make excuses. If your heart has already decided, I won't ask you to stay. I won't hold you. I won't chase you. I won't call your name again. Thank you... for every moment that once made me happy. Even if the ending left nothing but tears... At least for a while... You made my heart feel alive. [Bridge] [Clean Guitar] [Emotional Female Vocal] Today I finally understand... Love isn't always between two people. Sometimes you give someone your entire heart... And they give theirs to somebody else. Sometimes you can be the one who stays... And still... be the one they leave. [Breakdown] [Drop-Tuned Guitar] [Heavy Bass] [Stop-Start Drums] You said you loved me... BUT YOUR HEART WAS NEVER HERE!!! I WAS HOLDING YOUR HAND... WHILE YOU WERE HOLDING ONTO HER!!! [WAIL / SCREAM] [Harsh Female Vocal] WHY WASN'T I ENOUGH?! WHY DID I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING?! WHY DID YOU LET ME LOVE YOU WHEN YOUR HEART BELONGED TO SOMEONE ELSE?! [Heavy Breakdown] I GAVE YOU MY HEART!!! YOU GAVE ME A LIE!!! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING!!! AND YOU GAVE ME GOODBYE!!! [Final Chorus] [Massive Nu Metal Chorus] [Full Band] [Female Lead + Wailing] I FINALLY KNOW!!! I WAS NEVER THE ONE YOU WANTED! I COULD LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART COLLAPSES, BUT I CAN'T MAKE YOU LOVE ME! SO GO!!! GO BACK TO THE ONE YOUR HEART STILL WANTS!!! I WON'T WAIT HERE ANYMORE!!! I'LL TAKE THESE MEMORIES, I'LL TAKE THIS PAIN... AND WALK AWAY!!! [Wail] I LOVED YOU!!! I CHOSE YOU!!! BUT YOU NEVER CHOSE ME!!! SO I'M CHOOSING... MYSELF!!! [Outro] [Clean Guitar] [Atmospheric Piano] [Soft Female Vocal] It's okay... if you choose her. This time... I'll choose me. I'll keep what was beautiful, leave behind what hurts... And from today... I won't wait for you anymore.
