lime green fleece tucked in my closet still smells like her. Bayla on the sleeve — not a brand but an anointing. I wore that fleece like armor. like memory. like a yes I couldn’t say. we kissed on carpet. held breath by lockers. I misted the fleece before I saw her. three times. always. devotion. her dad smoked indoors. the smell followed us. she buried her face in my shoulder and said “you smell like the sky.” I didn’t know what that meant but I held it like scripture. everything about us was scented and secret and sweeter than sin. this is my perfume portal. this is my olfactory oath. if you ever smell Bayla again, remember: we were once holy in the hidden.