verse 1: Fuck youuuu for holding my voice For bringing on pressure like I have no choice like everything I do is wrong if im so wrong… Watch me go mad Pre chorus: Fuck meeeee for my reactions Stuck in my head in this place I call home In this bed I now lie in, Im falling….. Chorus: Fuck meeeeeeeee For living like this For turning trauma into something that I miss Im feeling trapped in my own existence Fuck meeeeeeeee For loosing my way For shrinking myself just to make you feel okay Now Im begging to escape Verse 2: Screaming in a pillow with nothing left to leave Get me out of this fucked up dream Choke me out — it feels better Than being silenced by this fucked up energy Bridge: So fuck meeeee God, I wish you’d take me out Put me somewhere I belong, help me be what I’m meant to be Soft bridge: I just want, a peaceful life, a fairy tail Something that doesn’t feel like a personal hell, just let me out, Make me who I really need to beeeee Chorus: Fuck meeeeeeeee For always letting it go too far Waking up drunk in my car Now Im begging to escape This is my pleaaaaaa To live a life where my voice is free untrapped by my own reality Just get me out and raise me, for what im meant to…be.