[Intro] Every message that I read Every rumor I heard Every single one of them Makes me more numb... ... [Verse 1 ] The noise is getting distant The world keeps drifting out of reach Like I'm standing in the same place While everything moves on without me And while it all feels so surreal While I'm forgetting how to feel While I'm waiting for it to heal What the hell is even real? [Pre-Chorus] If I could leave this shadow If I could lose this skin If I could forget everything If I could feel anything [Chorus] I don't want to be here anymore I don't want these walls around me Every door leads where I was before Every road brings me back here I don't want to be here anymore But I don't know where to run I just want to disappear And leave behind what I've become [Verse 2] I carry every version Of who they said I was Until the weight of all their stories Is crushing who I am And still it all feels so surreal Still forgetting how to feel Still waiting for it to heal What the hell is even real? [Pre-Chorus] If I could leave this shadow If I could lose this skin If I could forget everything If I could feel anything [Chorus] I don't want to be here anymore I don't want these walls around me Every door leads where I was before Every road brings me back here I don't want to be here anymore But I don't know where to run I just want to disappear And leave behind what I've become [Bridge] I've spent so long pretending That I don't know what's true Trying to hold together A version made for you Now every step feels heavier Every breath feels out of place And I don't know if I'm escaping Or just fading without a trace If I leave tonight Would anyone know If I crossed that line And simply let go [Final Chorus] I don't want to be here anymore I don't want these walls around me Every door leads where I was before Every road brings me back here I don't want to be here anymore But I don't know where to run I just need a place beyond the noise Somewhere no one comes [Outro] If I leave... If I disappear... Would anything change? Would anyone notice?
