(Polished studio master, ultra wide modern stereo image, pristine vocal tracking, tight punchy transient response, deep sub-bass control, high definition, no mud) [Intro: Female Whisper, Dark Ambient Synth, Four-Note Motif, Distant Heartbeat, No Drums] Don't call me holy You don't know what I've survived There's a grave beneath my halo And something's still alive [Verse 1: Intimate Female Vocals, Sparse Electronic Beat, Deep Pulsing Bass] I learned to smile with broken teeth To hide the cracks beneath my skin You called me strong when I stopped screaming Like silence meant that I could win I wore your guilt around my shoulders Like a dress I couldn't leave You loved the saint you made me out to be But never loved the girl beneath [Pre-Chorus: Rising Female Vocals, Pulsing Synths, Layered Whispers] If I'm so pure, why do I feel Like every breath is something I steal? You built a heaven out of lies And left me buried there alive [Chorus: Explosive Melodic Female Vocals, Heavy Downtuned Guitars, Massive Drums, Gothic Choir] Saints don't bleed, or so they told me So I swallowed every scar Kept my hands together tightly While you tore apart my heart If I'm an angel, why am I falling? Why's there darkness in my wings? You can keep your perfect heaven I don't owe you anything [Post-Chorus: Ethereal Female Hook, Glitch Effects, Distorted Bass] I don't owe you anything Anything [Verse 2: Low Rhythmic Female Vocals, Industrial Percussion, Syncopated Bass] There's a little girl inside me Still afraid to make a sound She still thinks that love means suffering If it keeps the others around But I'm done becoming smaller Just to fit inside your dream You can call me cruel for leaving You don't get to call me weak [Pre-Chorus: Stronger Female Vocals, Rising Drums, Building Tension] If I'm so pure, why do I feel Like every breath is something I steal? You built a heaven out of lies But I won't die to keep it alive [Chorus: Soaring Female Vocals, Full Heavy Band, Gothic Choir, Wide Harmonies] Saints don't bleed, or so they told me So I swallowed every scar Kept my hands together tightly While you tore apart my heart If I'm an angel, why am I falling? Why's there darkness in my wings? You can keep your perfect heaven I don't owe you anything [Instrumental: Four-Note Synth Motif, Industrial Bass Pulse, Glitchy Vocal Chops, Heavy Guitar Build] [Bridge: Vulnerable Female Vocals, Lonely Piano, Atmospheric Pads, No Drums] I was never made of marble I was never made of light I was just a girl who wanted Someone not to leave at night And the blood beneath my halo Isn't proof that I have sinned It's the only thing that tells me I'm still here beneath my skin [Build-Up: Whispered Female Vocals, Heartbeat Bass, Rising Noise, Reverse Reverb] No more praying No pretending No more begging to be seen If your heaven needs me broken Then your heaven isn't meant for me [Breakdown: Complete Silence, Single Inhale] [Heavy Breakdown: Aggressive Female Screams, Downtuned Guitars, Half-Time Drums, Industrial Bass, Stop-Start Riffs] TAKE YOUR HALO! TAKE YOUR CROWN! I WON'T LET YOU DRAG ME DOWN! I AM NOT YOUR SAINT! I AM NOT YOUR SIN! YOU DON'T GET TO TELL ME WHO I'VE ALWAYS BEEN! [Breakdown Variation: Low Female Screams, Syncopated Riffs, Glitch Impacts] I BLED FOR YOUR HEAVEN! I DIED FOR YOUR LIES! NOW WATCH YOUR LITTLE PARADISE BURN BEFORE MY EYES! [Break: Sudden Silence, Distant Whisper] I was never yours... [Final Chorus: Powerful Soaring Female Vocals, Full Band, Gothic Choir, Maximum Emotional Intensity] Saints don't bleed, but I am bleeding And I'm finally feeling alive All the scars you called my weakness Are the reasons I survived I'm no angel, I'm no martyr I'm the fire in the wings You can keep your perfect heaven I don't owe you anything [Outro: Soft Female Whisper, Four-Note Synth Motif, Solo Piano, Fading Reverb] Don't call me holy Just call me by my name There's no heaven in your silence And I'm not afraid of pain [End: Final Piano Note, Abrupt Silence]
