I don't mean to impose Then again I suppose I could use some assistance From my head to my toes I feel like im close But I hate speaking my business I don't mean to be a burden But I would like to get a word in Cause mentally i'm really hurting But if you're busy I'll keep searching If I tell you Kinda Worried It’ll weigh you down It's okay though I'll be fine as long as I keep moving now Everybody's gotta have their space And i'm sorry if I entered yours Cutting off my nose to spite my face Opened then I closed my mental doors If I made you worry Then I'm really sorry Didn't mean to burden This is where I'm parting Now my stomach's turning And anxieties are starting i know that im hurting But don't want a pity party Anxious Ain't this Why I'm not ambitious Hate this Pain its Getting way too vicious I don't wanna let you down I don't wanna take up space So instead i Let myself Drown So they don't have to brace For another trauma Dumping And sympathize with me Anxious Wait this Is only getting worse Anxious Face it I get what I deserve Anxious Patience Eventually I'll burst Don't know why i close myself off Why am I afraid? Of letting people help me Or loosening the chains If I tell you what I've been through Will you look at me the same? Or will it push you down to The level I remain? Over abundant Under duress Trying to forget And move to the next if people are circles And some intersect Then my venn diagram Is a hundred percent A total eclipse Of myself and my stress Just wanted a purpose But now i feel nervous Didn't do it on purpose Now I gotta suppress Anxious Ain't this Why I'm not ambitious Hate this Pain its Getting way too vicious I don't wanna let you down I don't wanna take up space So instead i Let myself Drown So they don't have to brace For another trauma Dumping And sympathize with me Anxious Wait this Is only getting worse Anxious Face it I get what I deserve Anxious Patience Eventually I'll burst Sick of the exhaust Penny for your thoughts Always feeling lost Cause im always kicking rocks Feeling like they hate me Thinking im a freak Would they know i'm breaking If I never speak? Hate it when they feel things So I Let it be Anxious Ain't this Why I'm not ambitious Hate this Pain its Getting way too vicious I don't wanna let you down I don't wanna take up space So instead i Let myself Drown So they don't have to brace For another trauma Dumping And sympathize with me Anxious Wait this Is only getting worse Anxious Face it I get what I deserve Anxious Patience Eventually I'll burst
