I got inspiration from Nit Lit from her song, Comfortable Pain. She’s amazing, please check her out! It would mean so much! Here is her profile: @comicbooks31726 Here is the link to her song that I got inspired off of: https://suno.com/s/psnpmRs54BO3KW3G ———————————————————— >[Intro/Verse 1] I said I changed, but I’m unconventional I said I was doing okay, but I’m lying straight Care to give me the correction-al? I’m in love with pain She’s the only thing that seems to stay She lingers and doesn’t go away She’s a Spector when I wake She always leaves a bruise like a kiss for goodnight >[Pre-Chorus] I’m in love with the pain, It’s comfortable I don’t want to let go This beautiful thing that replies in my mind every single day >[Chorus] I’m in love with the pain, it’s comfortable It’s conventional, not critical I’m cynical, literal, correction-al Habitual in every way The thing I crave every day, My beautiful pain >[Verse 2] She meets me especially when I have a knife Her smile weighs sharply in my chest My body is her treasure chest Her voice the key that meets my every need I desire to bleed for her Take me, I here for the pain Cause I can’t imagine u going away I don’t wanna be happy because u’ll fade My pain, the times I date every mistake My exes inside my mind that I can’t shake My beautiful painful shame >[Pre-Chorus] I’m in love with the pain, It’s comfortable I don’t want to let go This beautiful thing that replies in my mind every single day >[Chorus] I’m in love with the pain, it’s comfortable It’s conventional, not critical I’m cynical, literal, correction-al Habitual in every way The thing I crave every day, My beautiful pain >[Verse 3] They ask why I never heal Why I sing in pain along with the rain Walling in the willows, never wanting the pain to go away I desire her every single day Praying she’ll never fade Please, please, don’t ever go away My habitual pain, I’m unfixable U make me beautifully pitiful Stay with me, before I bloom and die >[Bridge] Don’t ever go away I know u- I know u I’m begging, please stay I crave u every single day >[Verse 4] I invite u, remembering every bruise u left Every blister I crave, ur my rave My beautiful painful master-mind I’d move out my way to get to u When u cry for me, every single day And I never want to go away >[Pre-Chorus] I’m in love with the pain, It’s comfortable I don’t want to let go This beautiful thing that replies in my mind every single day >[Chorus] I’m in love with the pain, it’s comfortable It’s conventional, not critical I’m cynical, literal, correction-al Habitual in every way The thing I crave every day, My beautiful pain >[Outro]