Going Down in Flames (To Bring Back Hell)

Down, down, down, down I’m going down, down Down, down, down, down Let it burn me now Down, down, down, down I don’t need out I go down in flames To bring back Hell I stopped fighting the fall, Let the floor give way Let my name rot slow, Let the saints look away Every “be strong” felt like another chain So I snapped it myself, yeah I welcomed the pain I don’t want saving, Don’t want clean Don’t want hope wrapped up in a dopamine dream I let it flood, Let it swallow my breath I shook hands with the dark, Signed my name in the depths They said “hold on,” I said “watch me sink” There’s power in the void when you don’t blink I stripped down to nothing, No crown, no plea Turns out Hell remembers me I didn’t fall I descended I didn’t break I was emptied Down, down, down, down I’m going down, down Down, down, down, down Letting me down I'm going down, down, down, down I don’t need out I go down in flames To bring back Hell I drowned every version that begged to be liked Fed the fire with shame, Fed the pit with spite Let the mask melt off, Let the mirror crack Found a throne in the ashes, Yeah I’m taking it back Failure tasted holy, loss felt true Every tear was fuel, every no cut through I didn’t crawl out clean, I crawled out crowned With a scream in my chest. Now watch the world burn down! I’m not healed, I’m armed Not reborn, I’m a storm I don’t rise like a phoenix I rise like a swarm Let it take me Let it ruin me Let it strip me bare If I lose everything There’s nothing left To fear Down, down, down, down I’m going down Down, down, down, down Here awake now Down, down, down, down I don’t get out I go down in flames And I bring back Hell Down Down Down Down, down, down, down I’m going down Down, down, down, down Let it burn me now Down, down, down, down I don’t need out I go down in flames To bring back Hell I didn’t crawl out clean, I crawled out crowned With a scream in my chest. Now watch the world burn down! Burn Down.