erse 1] I hate your touch, but God, I need it anyway You trash my name like it’s open mic night (And I’m in the crowd screaming, “Yeah, that’s right!”) You spit the truth like a drunk recital (I clap like a fan, not a rival) This is our foreplay — shame and applause I’m the worst — but you keep me on the bill (’Cause misery sells, and babe, we’re overkill) [Pre-Chorus] Oh, what a mess, what a public disgrace (Every friend I’ve got says, “Get away" ) But the worse that it gets, the more I can’t stay away (You’re my favorite disease, and I’m patient zero) [Chorus – Version 2] Everyone thinks that you’re hurting me, ( But the sickest part is—I won’t leave. ) 'Cause you’re never gonna break away from me, ) (Yeah, the cruelest thing… is that I stay.) 'Cause I’m the worst—and you deserve me. [Verse 3] You drain your glass, you toss your shade, (I see the boredom you disguise.) Yet when I leave, you pull me back, A “u up?” text and I’m right off track. (Every goodbye’s just a baited hook,) You kiss my mouth just to check if it still hurts. And laugh like it’s proof that I’ll never learn. [Bridge] Tie me to the mast, steer into the wreck Cue the violins, while the water hits my neck I want to go down, (down with you!!) Cursing you as the ship splits in two [Chorus – Version 2] Everyone thinks that you’re hurting me, (HURTING ME) But the sickest part is—I won’t leave. ( I'll never leave!) 'Cause you’re never gonna break away from me, (from mee) Yeah, the cruelest thing… is that I stay. (Stayyy) 'Cause I’m the worst—and you deserve me.
