[Verse 1] It’s 3AM and the ceiling knows my name, Counting every crack like they might explain Why I feel so lost in a room this small, Why silence somehow hurts the most of all. Phone screen glowing but nobody calls, Everybody’s living while I’m standing still, I’m tired of pretending I know who I am, When half of me just doesn’t wanna feel. [Pre-Chorus] And I swear the night gets louder, When there’s nowhere left to hide, Got a thousand thoughts all screaming, And nowhere safe inside. [Chorus] I’m tired of life, but I don’t know why, Tired of waking up just to survive. Late-night thoughts got me losing my mind, Trying to find peace that I can’t seem to find. I feel lost, alone, like I’m fading away, Smiling through the hurt just to get through the day. And I hate that I feel this broken inside… When all I really want is to feel alive. [Verse 2] Everybody says, “Just hold on, it gets better,” But what if I’m too tired to fight forever? What if healing feels too far away? What if I don’t know how to stay? Mirror on the wall don’t recognize me, Feels like I’m drowning where nobody sees, I’m screaming in my head but the room stays still, Trying to outrun something I can’t kill. [Pre-Chorus] And the dark feels never-ending, Like the sunrise forgot my name, But somewhere deep beneath it, I still hope tomorrow changes. [Chorus ] I’m tired of life, but I don’t know why, Tired of waking up just to survive. Late-night thoughts got me losing my mind, Trying to find peace that I can’t seem to find. I feel lost, alone, like I’m fading away, Smiling through the hurt just to get through the day. And I hate that I feel this broken inside… When all I really want is to feel alive. [Rap Verse] Yeah, it’s late and my head don’t sleep, Got shadows in my room and they talk too deep. Everybody got a map, got a place to go, And I’m stuck in the same damn hole, moving too slow. [Rap Verse] I’m tired of the smile, tired of the mask, Tired of saying “I’m okay” when nobody asks. How you supposed to heal when your mind’s at war? When your own damn thoughts keep kicking the door? I been staring at the moon like, “What’s the point?” Trying to hold together every piece outta joint. Feel alone in a room full of people I know, Like I’m screaming underwater but it don’t show. And I don’t wanna leave, I just want the hurt gone, Want one damn night where my mind ain’t wrong. Maybe I’m exhausted, maybe I’m afraid, Maybe I just wanna feel okay for a day. [Chorus] I’m tired of life, but I don’t know why, Tired of waking up just to survive. Late-night thoughts got me losing my mind, Trying to find peace that I can’t seem to find. I feel lost, alone, like I’m fading away, Smiling through the hurt just to get through the day. And I hate that I feel this broken inside… When all I really want is to feel alive. [Outro] Maybe tomorrow hurts a little less, Maybe I survive another mess, Maybe I don’t have to have it figured out tonight… Maybe I just make it through the night.
