[Intro] There’s a little door behind the pantry shelf I swear it wasn’t there last spring [Verse 1] I love this house: your shoes by the radiator, the kid’s blue cup with a bite mark in the rim. Still, I keep a suitcase folded in my thinking, like a guest who never quite checks in. I order noodles for the salt and the soft landing, buy a coat that makes a stranger of my name. The boxes stack like rooms I almost rented; I thank the life I have, then price the train. [Chorus] I built a house that keeps inventing doors; one opens out, one opens back to you. I want the key, I want the kitchen table, your laugh in the next room, and a room with no one in it too. I’m not unhappy—I’m just hungry in a way that dessert can hush, but never tell the truth. [Verse 2] A new flirt says my name like it’s unclaimed land. For an hour, even my old jokes sound new. Then I come home with peaches, cheap champagne, and tell you both the truth and half of it, too. I’m generous: I save you the last dumpling. I’m selfish: I resent the plate I saved. The hallway’s got a draft from somewhere future; I patch it up, then stand there feeling brave. [Bridge] Maybe freedom’s just a room I haven’t cleaned. Maybe staying is a choice I make again. I love you. I want to leave the map uncolored. I turn the knob. I hear you laugh. I don’t know when. [Final Chorus] I built a house that keeps inventing doors; one opens out, one opens back to you. I want the key, I want the kitchen table, your laugh in the next room, and a room with no one in it too.