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buffalo is the song too mellow if I touch it vocalized just this way the ok i think i might have to inform you you are so clear and dearly dead, you UBIK wends me from each glary wall ok i won't scream well what ever was the difference I loved it all the same I love it all, anyway I loved it all the same (lost the plot, lost the plot) I love it all, anyway I I 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it all the same (lost the plot, lost the plot) I love it all, anyway I I 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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA [crushing instrumental prog rock, dubstep interposing]