. . . . You- You're gonna regret All those jokes All that laughing At my expense- God I'm so glad You all didn't have More information About what was Actually happening . . . I'd gone so many years Feeling like a frump A great big fat housewife Not worth much, unless skinny- You knew my late husband Said that- God I feel so Foolish, embarrassed When you guys are the Ones- who should feel like Shit- remember this, the Traumatized for the rest Of your lives- truly- Especially anyone who Said I was looking great To my face- but saying Such terrible things- You have to save face- Its ruined the best Person who ever Tried to get close Be your friend. I've always forgiven You- But not this time- You haven't been a friend Fioryears- then ask for Loyalty? Accuse me? After all that Laughing At a time- if I had discovered How incredibly awful You were, all justified Like it'd be ok in the end? . . . Now I know- You n the bros those That stole from you- Hurt you? Always Meant more to you . . . . But I'm not standing Here alone- abandoned- . . . . Nope- . . . . . I found myself- Better than the years with you- in gold- . . . . . Someday You're gonna know- . . . . . And I'm going to be long-the-fuk-gone- . . . . . . . . . . . Wrythe-in-regret- Little man- You almost broke me . . . But I grew up higher- Instead- . . . . . . That was the entire-point Getting brave and strong Repairing my confidence You said you were going Through similar things All such n such n yeah- Yeah's, cause I'm still sitting Here alone- you haven't Said two nice words- n Had it the easiest of us All- Don't even have the Decency to apologize Have some accountability Especially since I the actual one- Who is still standing Here- asking- what the? No ree-ree-really- how Could you? . . . . . . How can you preach- complain, preach-teacher-correcring everyone, when you can't get a hold of who you yourself are? And listen up U P UP Mr man, don't be getting all self righteous again, like you've got some big huge- i told you so coming- some - big win, you earned, you've worked for nothing- you've respected, honored, spoken highly of, everyone- . . . . Me? You led on- And on- Till there was nothing left- Not even you- just the echoes Of your laughter, and Soon, enough- Regret- Universe will see to that- . . . . Mean time-for me? I'm super proud I'm still alive Kicking- breathing- And not so half bad Looking- In fact' I've been Feeling, damn right Finger-licking-de-licious .. . . You'll get your Just desserts- . . . . . I'm going to find- Enlightenment- . . . . . . . . . . .(you didn't win,I didn't break, good does beat evil, everytime) . . . . . . . . . . - - Feel the doom-boom . . . .
