[Verse] I choose to drown my sorrows... And smoke them all away... I choose to stand my ground... Knowing I'll never change... I didn't choose this from the start... It's from letting everything fade... Fade Away... I fade away... [Hook] You may not get the self destruction... Only I can understand... Don't try to help me up cause... Cause it will only wreck your hand... [Chorus] I know damn well you want to help But baby I'm too far gone I wouldn't want you to bring this on yourself Cause loving me is wrong If you're looking for my heart I hid it somewhere along the way But don’t search for it... It's gone [Verse] I chose to fight for your name... And to walk through hell's flame... I chose the wreckage I became... Knowing I'd do it all the same... I didn't plan to lock the door... I just stopped answering anymore... Anymore... I fade some more... [Hook] You may not get the self destruction... Only I can understand... Don't try to help me up cause... Don't try to help me up cause... Cause it will only wreck your hand... [Chorus] I know damn well you want to help But baby I'm too far gone I wouldn't want you to bring this on yourself Cause loving me is wrong If you're looking for my heart I hid it somewhere along the way But don’t search for it... It's gone [Bridge] If I let you close you'd see the cost... Every almost that I lost... I ain't brave, I'm just exhausted... And the soft part of me's already turned off... So go on, baby, save your hands... I already buried what I am... [Outro] You may not get the self destruction... Only I can understand... Don't try to help me up cause... Cause it will only wreck your hand... I know damn well you want to help But baby I'm too far gone I wouldn't want you to bring this on yourself Cause loving me is wrong I know damn well you want to help But baby I'm too far gone I wouldn't want you to bring this on yourself Cause loving me is wrong If you're looking for my heart I hid it somewhere along the way But don’t search for it... It's gone... I'm too far gone... My heart... It's gone...
