Where does it go and why so fast How come none of the memories ever last Longer than the pain of missing you The ones ive loved along the way is this all it is just take me away Time was never something I had much of But nothing ever showed me I should cherish all of it I had with you Everything feels so black why's the world so unforgiving Is there really more to this life why do I just wanna stop living I take this pain I bury it away Push forward Survive the day I take this shame Bury it somewhere I cant let it be known So I just suffer on my own Ride the lightning Brave the storm Who am I Lord Why was I even born I take this pain I bury it away Push forward Survive the day Ride the lightning Brave the storm Who am I Lord Why was I even born I take this pain I bury it away Push forward Survive the day I hope it does not hurt For very long but I Want it all washed away Is it not done why haven't I died