You know, You, Know. I love you but still hate myself so I, Isolate myself and let it get worse Cause getting better means knowing that I’m loved And loving never lasted so I’m burning black like plastic Smoke, signals Tender, whispers, Knowing, glances I’m just, frantic! I’m just packing up my belongings Now I’m going back home I’m rotting on a chair that’s not even my own I’m staring down the barrel, convincing myself that it’s over The poison spreads, my skin sheds and flakes fall like autumn leaves [chorus] Cause leaving is my only coping skill I’m too hot not ready for the thrill I’m not even on my pills Yet I’m spun out and upset [bridge] Don’t tell me Don’t even try Talk to me with your hands I know you’re busy but I can’t Be bothered with that right now I’m dying without you and I prefer it Cause I can’t drag you down again I hope you’re okay with me dying in the background Like cosmic background radiation Microwaves tuned to my station The radio is screaming at me Telling me to get help I’m so tired of punching the clock trying to kill the time Till I die [instrumental outro]