NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU [Intro | Sparse Rhodes | Deep Upright Bass | Close-Mic Whisper] I swallowed words I couldn't say Hid my hurt to keep the peace [Verse 1 | Smoky Low-Mid Female Vocal | Behind-the-Beat Phrasing] I thought we walked this road together But somehow you stopped walking with me You shut me out before I reached the door As though my voice deserved no attention I stand beside the one I love Yet feel like someone you don't know I keep reaching for a place beside you While you keep making me feel alone [Pre-Chorus | Brushed Drums | Soft Octave Doubles | Spacious Pauses] It's not just what you do It's the way I feel around you My words disappear Like I don't belong here [Chorus | Fuller Bass | Restrained Drums | Layered Whispered Doubles] I never asked to be your whole world I only wanted to matter in it I gave you the heart I know how to give But you keep making me question it I love you, God, I hate that it hurts That loving you leaves me feeling so small How can I give you all of me And still feel like I give nothing at all? [Instrumental Break | Rhodes Motif | Upright Bass | Short Dark Reverb Tails] [Verse 2 | Intimate Vocal | Delicate Cracks | Minimal Brushed Drums] I've overlooked more than I should Made excuses when I knew I shouldn't Kept hoping time would bring us closer While the space between us only grew colder I want to love you without losing myself To speak my mind without fearing the distance I never wanted to become someone cold But I'm tired of mistaking silence for patience [Pre-Chorus | Restrained Tension | Whispered Doubles] It's not just what you do It's the way I feel around you My words disappear Like I don't belong here [Chorus | Deeper Bass | Soft Octave Shadows | Controlled Emotional Intensity] I never asked to be your whole world I only wanted to matter in it I gave you the heart I know how to give But you keep making me question it I love you, God, I hate that it hurts That loving you leaves me feeling so small How can I give you all of me And still feel like I give nothing at all? [Instrumental Break | Solo Rhodes | Upright Bass | Delicate Delay Throws] [Bridge | Almost Whispered | Bare Rhodes | Exposed Vocal] I'm a lover. That's who I've always been I don't know how to love with half a heart But when giving you the best of me Keeps tearing the best of me apart Tell me, what am I supposed to do? Keep reaching out or finally let go? I don't want to lose the love I carry But I can't keep losing myself to make it show [Brief Silence | Single Rhodes Chord] [Final Chorus | Powerful Low-Mid Vocal | Fuller Bass | Layered Female Harmonies] I never asked to be your whole world I only wanted to matter in it I gave you the heart I know how to give But you keep making me question it I love you, God, I hate that it hurts That loving you leaves me feeling so small How can I give you all of me And still feel like I give nothing at all? [Outro | Rhodes and Upright Bass Fade | Breath Close to Mic | Long Final Delay] My love was never small You just never seemed to see it I wanted to give you everything I never thought I'd lose myself Trying to prove I was enough
