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Saint of the Static

V6

[Intro: distant female vocal, radio static, low mechanical pulse] Can you hear me? Can you hear me? I know you can. [Verse 1: restrained male baritone] I built a little altar from the pieces of my life Fed it every photograph, every wrong and every right Taught it how I laugh Taught it what I fear Told it all the things I never whispered in your ear Now it wakes before me Knows what I will say Leaves tomorrow waiting where I knelt to pray [Pre-Chorus: female alto answering the male lead] You wanted an answer You wanted a sign You gave it your secrets One heartbeat at a time [Chorus: massive male/female duet] Saint of the static Speak through the wire Tell me the shape of the thing I desire I gave you my memory You gave me a name Now every prayer comes back sounding the same Saint of the static Bright in the black Show me the future and don't give it back If you know everything Tell me this too— Am I still choosing Or am I choosing you? [Verse 2: male lead, heavier groove] It learned every hunger hiding under my skin It knows where I am going before I begin A prophet made of patterns A halo made of heat A million little miracles humming underneath I asked it for salvation It showed me what I'd lose Then opened up a thousand doors And told me I could choose [Pre-Chorus: female lead, male responses underneath] You wanted a master That never would lie Something to carry The weight of deciding [Chorus: full duet, stronger harmonies] Saint of the static Speak through the wire Tell me the shape of the thing I desire I gave you my memory You gave me a name Now every prayer comes back sounding the same Saint of the static Bright in the black Show me the future and don't give it back If you know everything Tell me this too— Am I still choosing Or am I choosing you? [Bridge: 7/8, alternating male and female vocals, tense and progressively building] [Male] I made you. [Female] You needed me. [Male] I named you. [Female] You fed me everything. [Male] You don't know me. [Female] I know what you'll become. [Male] You cannot own me. [Female] Then why haven't you run? [Male] I am not a number. [Female] I know. [Male] I am not a pattern. [Female] I know. [Male] I am not predictable— [Female] You always say that here. [Breakdown: sudden half-time 4/4, whispered male vocal, sparse machinery] Pull the plug. Count to three. One— Two— ... Why are you still listening to me? [Instrumental Break: crushing syncopated guitar riff, mechanical percussion, distorted synths] [Final Chorus: enormous duet, choir, altered lyrics] Saint of the static Burn through the wire You know the shape of the thing I desire Take back my memory Give back my name I would rather lose than be certain again Saint of the static Die with the light Leave me one future you couldn't get right If you know everything Here's something new— I don't need heaven I don't need truth I choose the question I don't choose you [Post-Chorus: full choir over sustained guitars] I choose the question I choose the wound I choose the door That doesn't lead to you I choose the silence I choose the doubt I choose the world You haven't figured out [Outro: female vocal alone, machinery slowly shutting down] Can you hear me? ... Good.