[Verse 1] Highlighter stains on my fingers Cold coffee shakes in my hands Phone screen burns through the silence Group chat ghosts all their plans Same hoodie four days running Notes blurred I can’t read my own thoughts Bathroom mirror at midnight Practicing lines I forgot [Chorus] I’m up again at 2AM Chasing grades like they can save me Every page just weighs me down Every line gets kinda hazy I’m wide awake while my world caves in Smiling hard in the daylight hall Staying up late just to stay behind Watching my life fall apart in these four walls (oh no) [Verse 2] Locker full of late assignments Excuses scribbled in blue Teacher asks if I’m alright I say “yeah” and stare at my shoes Friends making plans for the weekend I’m making deals with the clock “If I finish just one more chapter Maybe the panic will stop” [Chorus] I’m up again at 2AM Chasing grades like they can save me Every page just weighs me down Every line gets kinda hazy I’m wide awake while my world caves in Smiling hard in the daylight hall Staying up late just to stay behind Watching my life fall apart in these four walls [Bridge] What if I close the book Let one small failure stand Would it all come crashing Or finally leave my hands? (yeah) ’Cause I can’t keep breaking Just to break these curves I’m losing myself Trying to prove my worth [Chorus] I’m up again at 2AM Chasing grades till my eyes bleed Every win feels paper-thin Every loss cuts where I can’t bleed I’m wide awake while my world caves in Smiling hard in the daylight hall Staying up late just to fall behind Watching my life fall apart in these four walls (these four walls)
