[Verse 1] I bit my tongue till it bled into poems, Kept my halo clean while the fire roamed. Wrote lullabies when I wanted to scream, Buried the corpse just to guard the dream. They cheered for me when I didn’t strike, Said “you’re the light , don’t dim for spite.” But he pinned his shame on a velvet throne, While I changed my name and burned my phone. [Pre-Chorus] There’s a blade in my drawer with a song to sing, A roar in my throat that won’t grow wings. And I don’t know what saves me more Silence, or the sound of war. [Chorus] Should I curse, or should I shine? Rip his name through every line? Or walk away, leave no trace Let him choke on empty space? There’s a devil tapping on my chest, There’s a fairy begging me to rest. And I… I don’t know which one I trust. [Verse 2] He stole the mic and called it art, Spit out lies and tore my name apart. Now they clap for the echo of his bile, While I sit here, bleeding style. I buried the diss and wore a crown, But every scroll still drags me down. He’s not gone , he’s pinned, adored And I’m the one who closed the door. [Pre-Chorus] There’s a scream I never let ignite, A punch I softened into light. And I don’t know what leaves a scar Silence, or a burn that chars. [Chorus] Should I curse, or should I shine? Rip his name through every line? Or walk away, leave no trace Let him choke on empty space? There’s a devil tapping on my chest, There’s a fairy begging me to rest. And I… I don’t know which one I trust. [Bridge – whispered / venomous] If I drop the leash, will I lose myself? Or just remind him who I am? [Final Chorus – layered with softness and power] Should I bless, or should I bite? Break his mask with floodlight? Or burn his throne without a name Let silence torch the shame? There’s a dragon coiled behind my smile, There’s a choir resting for a while. And I… I am both. And I decide. 🌿🌸🌿 All rights reserved © Judy Gat 𝓟𝓱𝓸𝓮𝓷𝓲𝔁🦋 Remixes allowed only with name credit 🌿🌸🌿