[Verse 1] Clock in. Clock out. That's my work day. That's my life. I'm not revving. I'm not cruising. I'm just idling. Mouth on the exhaust. Trying to breathe. [Chorus] I didn't even feel like writing I don't even care to rhyme I'm no longer anxious I'm just depressed [Verse 2] I'm not in pain. I'm not in joy. I'm in a room with no light. I'm singing a song with no tune. Going through the motions. But I've got no emotions. [Chorus] I didn't even feel like writing I don't even care to rhyme I'm no longer anxious I'm just depressed [Verse 3] I have the blues but they don’t feel like sadness. They don’t feel like despair. They just feel like a flat line on an EKG. They feel like my heart If my heart could feel. How would they feel If my heart could heal? [Chorus] I didn't even feel like writing I don't even care to rhyme I'm no longer anxious I'm just depressed [Verse 4] These words are low effort. They match how I feel. Imagine how they’d be If only I could heal. [Chorus] I didn't even feel like writing I don't even care about anything I kind of miss my anxiety At least I felt something, I felt alive
