Idk

I close my eyes to really reflect and see where it is and my healing process. I’m no longer an object and manifesting has been a success. Can I see inside my head? I lay here in my bed. I tried to go on a vacation but deep down inside, I’m still broken. Can’t I see myself? I don’t need no help. Where are my words? This feeling is absurd I know what use my emotions trying to feel some devotion why do I feel so love? Makes me wanna say Rara I’m so mixed up in my head right now. I feel it’s time for me to take a bow. I’m always helping someone else and sometimes it takes over my health, I just wanna be a great mother. But I feel like a single father. I have no idea of how this song is gonna turn out and the part of me just wants to shout, but I’m scared of having an anxiety attack. No thank you to that so write this song by singing in my phone to suno thank you my best wife that I’ve had in my life!