ghosts and a good sucker

seeing sadness in everything connecting dots to see the signs talking to yourself out loud narrating all that's going on in your mind your followers of the other realm if they exist in the same space as us some must be watching you sending you messages when you see the lights are blinking or when there's too much strange coincidences happening it's synchronicity you know it and you see the signs they leave for you in total symbiosis with your darkest and deepest self It's uncommon and peculiar to be the way you are all your wasted life always turned around that loveless need to fill the void inside you that can never be filled with loads no matter how many you swallow compensating for all your ungiven passion , your love life destroyed you a long time ago you never recovered , deeply wounded heartbroken you have been all alone for so long so you transferred your soul in that obscene obsession [chorus] offering YOUR body to anybody you always favor the ugliest and the oldest pervs just to be sure you will be truly desired , you learn to love ugliness and now it turns you on more than beauty and youth , you see yourself with deformed eyes , you're constantly making your life harder , you think you are nothing ,  ....nothing else but a sucker .... a damn good sucker... even if that's all you are ...you are a damned good motherfucking sucker man... all your wasted life always turned around that loveless need you have to fill something that can never be filled with all those loads you swallow no matter how many you drained you're compensating for your unused feelings , your love life destroyed your heart a long time ago you have been alone for so long now you transferred your soul in that obscene obsession [chorus] offering YOUR body to anybody you always favor the ugliest and the oldest pervs just to be sure you will be truly desired , you learn to love ugliness and now it turns you on more than beauty and youth , you see yourself with deformed eyes , you're constantly making your life harder , you think you are nothing ,...  nothing else but a sucker .... a damn good sucker... even if that's all you are ...you are a damned good insatiable sucker man... a damn good sucker ..... man appreciating every lick a damn good sucker .... sucking them gives you so much pleasure man they were not lying ..... YOUR the god of all suckers , makes you proud and happy to submit to all their needs , on your knees you'll service any one always draining the maximum your such a damn good sucker man A good good good damn sucker boy!! swallowing them one after the other... such a damn good sucker ... putting all your heart every time you're sucking a damn good sucker man ... you're spending all that unused love you have inside on all of their private parts you're a damn it's rare to find someone truly " in love" with body parts a damn gooooooooood sucker