Ahh Ahhhh Ahh Ahh Ahh. Ahhh. Ahh. Sss You got this. Ahh Ahhhh Ahh Ahh Ahh. Ahhh. Ahh. Sss You got this. Putting cigarettes out on my work. Just to see if he’s going to move an inch. Put your lips to my wrists. Show me what true love really is. Can anyone see past all my scars? Or is it all I’m good for. I’m going through addictions and prescriptions that be contradicting each other battling their differences. Sometimes I get mangled because I’m in the middle of it. Ahh Ahhhh Ahh Ahh Ahh. Ahhh. Ahh. Sss Who am I supposed to trust when I can’t trust myself. Too many voices telling me what’s wrong with me. Everybody’s got advice, nobody hears what I said. They wanna fix the way I’m living, never ask instead manipulate trying to manifest how I feel. Feels to real the way they push me to kneel in front of the steel that once said bloodshed. I got a heart full of trauma, got a mind full of drama. Got a mouth full of words that I borrowed. Cause never had the courage to speak and it when I do they make me feel crazy so I delete em. They see the damage on the surface, but really I need a therapist, instead of judgement to built to wrongfully influence. Ahh Ahhhh Ahh Ahh Ahh. Ahhh. Ahh. Sss I got a mouthful of words that I delete when I type em. how can they call it help when they pretend to even try to listen. I can tell em how I feel, they still gon’ find a way to cheat me. Then I’m back inside my head tryna figure out the difference while their words beat me. Ahh Ahhhh Ahh Ahh Ahh. Ahhh. Ahh. Sss Got prescriptions contradicting, got addictions in the mix. Everybody got an answer, nobody knows what it is. It is what is isn’t. They keep telling me to talk, then get uncomfortable with it. I could tell em everything and they’d still say there’s something I’m missing.
