I’ve been tryna outrun all my thoughts, But they chase me down like wolves in the dark. Every memory hits me like a flashback, Every heartbeat feels like it’s falling apart. I’ve been drifting through the silence, Like a ghost inside my own head. I keep tripping over feelings From the words we never said. I’m addicted to the sadness, It’s the only thing that stays. I’ve been searching for a lifeline In the middle of the haze. Pre‑Chorus I’ve been fighting with my shadows, They know everywhere I hide. I’ve been trying not to break again, But I’m breaking from inside. Hook Now I’m standing in the ashes in the rain, Watching everything we had just wash away. I’ve been drowning in the storm inside my brain, Tryna find a little peace in all this pain. If healing is a fire, let it burn, Let it teach me every lesson I should learn. I’m standing in the ashes in the rain, But I swear I’ll rise again. Verse 2 I’ve been talking to the ceiling, Like it understands my fears. I’ve been stitching up the damage From the nights I disappeared. I’ve been running from the heartbreak, But it’s faster than my pulse. I’ve been trying not to lose myself In everything I lost. I’m not perfect but I’m trying, Even when I fall apart. I’m not fearless but I’m fighting For the softness in my heart. Pre‑Chorus I’ve been fighting with my shadows, They know everywhere I hide. I’ve been trying not to break again, But I’m breaking from inside. Hook Now I’m standing in the ashes in the rain, Watching everything we had just wash away. I’ve been drowning in the storm inside my brain, Tryna find a little peace in all this pain. If healing is a fire, let it burn, Let it teach me every lesson I should learn. I’m standing in the ashes in the rain, But I swear I’ll rise again.
