[Verse 1] I leave my body by the bedroom lamp Fold up the worry, let it lose its shape The ceiling opens like a paper map And every road is calling out my name I walk through rooms I never built awake A kitchen full of rain, a hallway made of clay The hands I lost come reaching through the haze They don't ask questions, they just make me stay [Pre-Chorus] If the dark can hold me Let it hold me whole I have carried every fracture Like a second soul [Chorus] Tonight I can become A river, a bell, a door undone The wounds that kept me small Turn into wings against the wall I fall, I fall, I fall asleep And find the parts I couldn't keep When morning calls my name I'll rise with nothing left to blame [Verse 2] A red moon rolls across a field of glass I see my younger face and let it pass The things I feared are wearing borrowed masks They bow once, then dissolve into the grass A train made out of thunder leaves the station I climb aboard with no destination Each window shows a different constellation Each one says: begin without permission [Pre-Chorus] Let the impossible Open up its hands I was never meant to heal here Where I understand [Chorus] Tonight I can become A river, a bell, a door undone The wounds that kept me small Turn into wings against the wall I fall, I fall, I fall asleep And find the parts I couldn't keep When morning calls my name I'll rise with nothing left to blame [Bridge] Choir in the distance, silver in the floor I meet the self I buried at the door She says, You don't have to win this night I say, I know And step into the light [Breakdown] No map No crown No need to make it make sense now No debt No proof The heart can mend in stranger rooms [Final Chorus] Tonight I can become A river, a bell, a door undone The wounds that kept me small Turn into wings against the wall I fall, I fall, I fall asleep And find the parts I couldn't keep When morning calls my name I'll rise with nothing left to blame [Outro] The room returns, the window turns pale My breath is a boat, my body a sail I wake with the impossible under my skin Not healed forever—just ready again
