[Verse 1] emptiness will eat me alive inside, poison running deep through my veins! alcohol just drowns out the noise, but it never numbs the pain! my body — a map of cracks and scars, every mark is a scream that stays, smells like ashes and sleepless nights, i’m just trying not to fade away i hate more and more of what i am, but somewhere inside i still wish i could feel a little love [Chorus — scream] enough!! please!! i wanna learn to love myself — but i can’t!! i hate it all!! everything i am!! how the fuck could you want me?? why the fuck do you love me?? [Verse 2] i’m drawn to everything that breaks me down, this “love” just tears me deeper apart i’m ready to fall where there’s no ground, would you follow me into the dark? i won’t escape, it’s a closed loop now if i disappear — will you even care? burning you to ashes feels too easy stay close… but don’t come near [Chorus 2 — scream] enough!! please!! i wanna learn to love myself — but i can’t!! i hate it all!! everything i am!! how can you still hold my hand?? why the fuck do you love me??
