No Pulse, Still Breathing

Verse 1: Everybody says I’m healing Like time’s supposed to make it right But I still wake up feeling nothing Like I’m disappearing every night I smile when they’re looking at me Say I’m doing better now But there’s a weight under my ribs And I can’t figure out how Pre-Chorus: I’m still standing here But I don’t feel alive Like there’s something missing Buried deep inside Chorus: No pulse, still breathing Somewhere between alive and goodbye Everybody says I’m healing But I still feel dead inside I’m still moving through the motions Still pretending that I’m fine No pulse, still breathing But I don’t feel alive Verse 2: There’s a shadow in the mirror That looks a little more like me Every time I think I’m getting better It just pulls me underneath I keep all the lights on in my room But I still sleep with ghosts And I swear I hear my own name Like it’s coming from someone I used to know Pre-Chorus: I’m still standing here But I don’t feel alive Like there’s something missing Buried deep inside Chorus: No pulse, still breathing Somewhere between alive and goodbye Everybody says I’m healing But I still feel dead inside I’m still moving through the motions Still pretending that I’m fine No pulse, still breathing But I don’t feel alive Bridge: Maybe I was always broken Maybe something’s wrong with me Maybe I’ve been chasing feelings That were never meant for me And everybody keeps on telling me I’m too young to hurt this much But what if they’re wrong? What if I’m already gone? Final Chorus: No pulse, still breathing Somewhere between alive and goodbye Everybody says I’m healing But I still feel dead inside I’m still moving through the motions Still pretending that I’m fine No pulse, still breathing But I don’t feel alive