Hmmmmm Ooooooooo Hmmmmmm Ooooooooo For meeeeeeeee I got a story It’s very odd My mind was storming Started with God I stepped in his shoes It gave me the blues I looked at it new Then my mind blew I lived a waking nightmare Some things I still can’t share But God went from nowhere To every piece in the air but Hmmmmmm That’s not who I am Ooooooooo That’s not who I am Whoooooooo Not who I am Now I’m the great I Am I came here to earth with a plan Delusions bubbling up in a pan I don’t understand who I am Fast forward some years Now I’m the adversary Maybe I’m the one who makes everything scary Elevator to hell like a torch that I carried All of the real me was suddenly buried I had to ask had I hurt any one Pushed my own sister out I must do this on my own My niece is important she can’t be alone Hmmmmmm That’s not who I am Ooooooooo That’s not who I am Whoooooooo Not who I am My 20’s are blended I laid there defenseless He took advantage as God be my witness I blamed myself but I ain’t admit it It’s my drinking, the drugs, all of the sinnin Did I mention, that I said no I was fucked up so I said it too low Time after time I was given the blows My main mission back then was going back home Had a few friends but they were for show Thoughts of the end was all I could grow Now that I’m better I shine and I glow Talked about for my illness Judged instantly when it’s mentioned Today I stand high cuz I beat my addictions You getting me doesn’t have my attention cuz Hmmmmmm That’s not who I am Ooooooooo That’s not who I am Whoooooooo That’s Not who I am Oooooo ooooo oooooooooo Not who I aaaaaaam
