[Intro] Yeah, this is what's going on inside my head. Sometimes it's hard to say, so I put it in a song instead. [Verse 1] I love you more than anything, that's the honest truth, Can't get you out my head, no matter what I do. The way you smile, the way you walk, The sound of your voice, the way you talk. Back in my apartment, trying to pass the time, Watching movies, playing games, but you're still on my mind. Nothing feels the same when you're not around, Just me and my thoughts in a house without a sound. [Chorus] When you're not around, my whole world feels different, I try to keep distracted, but my mind won't listen. I miss you every second, every hour that goes by, I say that I'm okay, but I won't tell you a lie. You're all that I want, you're the one I wanna see, You bring a little peace to the noise inside of me. I'm trying to explain what I don't know how to say, You're on my mind every night, you're on my mind every day. [Verse 2] Maybe I'm insecure, maybe that's the reason, Maybe missing you gets harder with every passing evening. I wanna send a message, wanna call you on the phone, But I know you need your space when you're doing things alone. So I hold back my fingers, put the phone away, Even though there's so much that I wanna say. I never wanna make you feel watched or controlled, I just struggle with the silence when I'm sitting here alone. I know I message too much, and I'm trying to change, I don't wanna make you uncomfortable or push you away. I'm not trying to stalk you, that's not what I intend, I just miss you so much when we're apart again. [Chorus] When you're not around, my whole world feels different, I try to keep distracted, but my mind won't listen. I miss you every second, every hour that goes by, I say that I'm okay, but I won't tell you a lie. You're all that I want, you're the one I wanna see, You bring a little peace to the noise inside of me. I'm trying to explain what I don't know how to say, You're on my mind every night, you're on my mind every day. [Verse 3] Sleep gets difficult when I'm lying here alone, Staring at the ceiling in the quiet of my home. I turn from side to side, but my thoughts won't slow, Thinking of your smile and wishing you were close. And I don't feel that hungry when you're not by my side, Food doesn't feel the same, and the days just pass me by. I know I need some balance, got some things to work through, But it's hard to find the fun in things when I'm missing you. [Fast Rap] Another night, another thought, another text I never send, Wondering how you're doing, wondering when I'll see you again. Got a thousand things to tell you, but I let the silence stay, Trying to give you breathing room instead of getting in your way. I can love you, I can miss you, I can learn to let you be, I can work on all these feelings and take responsibility. I'm not perfect, I admit it, sometimes I feel too much, But I'm trying to find the balance without asking for your touch. [Bridge] I don't need you on the phone with me all day, I don't need a hundred messages to know we're okay. I just need to learn that distance doesn't mean you're gone, That I can miss you deeply and still carry on. [Final Chorus] When you're not around, my whole world feels different, I try to keep distracted, but my mind won't listen. I miss you every second, every hour that goes by, But I'm learning to be steady, and I'm learning to try. You're all that I want, you're the one I wanna see, You mean more to me than words can ever make you believe. I'll keep working on myself, give you room to breathe, And love you without letting all my worries take the lead. [Outro] It's your smile, your walk, your voice, the little things you do, No matter where I am, my mind comes back to you. I miss you when I'm home, that's the truth I wanna show, I'm learning how to handle it, and letting myself grow.
