[Verse 1] I told you what I never let the daylight hear All the ugly little thoughts I kept buried for years I took that mess to God, said, “Look what she did” Then I walked back out still carrying it You swore we were solid, then you cut the line Left your half of the story tangled up in mine Now every damn promise tastes like a lie And I’m sick of pretending I’m asking you why [Pre-Chorus] I bit my tongue till it bled for your name You got clean hands while I took the blame I prayed for peace; I got the truth instead That you left me alive with a war in my head [Chorus] I confessed to God today All the bitter shit I couldn’t say How you took my trust and threw it away Now don’t ask me to forgive you today I confessed to God today Said I hate what you made of me You can keep your sorry, keep your sympathy You broke this heart—don’t call it healing [Verse 2] I said I hope you feel the weight when the room goes still That’s the kind of thought I hate, but it’s mine for real I told Him I’m furious, I told Him I’m tired Of making your wreckage look less like a fire You knew where to hit, you knew what to twist Then you called me cruel when I finally snapped back So fuck all the lessons you dressed up as fate I’m done making excuses for what you became [Pre-Chorus] I bit my tongue till it bled for your name You got clean hands while I took the blame I prayed for peace; I got the truth instead That you left me alive with a war in my head [Chorus] I confessed to God today All the bitter shit I couldn’t say How you took my trust and threw it away Now don’t ask me to forgive you today I confessed to God today Said I hate what you made of me You can keep your sorry, keep your sympathy You broke this heart—don’t call it healing [Breakdown] I said it out loud; I won’t dress it up I’m mad as hell and I’ve had enough God heard the worst, didn’t turn away I confessed to God today [Final Chorus] I confessed to God today All the bitter shit I couldn’t say How you took my trust and threw it away Now don’t ask me to forgive you today I confessed to God today Said I hate what you made of me You can keep your sorry, keep your sympathy You broke this heart—don’t call it healing [Outro] I confessed to God today Still pissed, still hurt, still walking away
