# FUCK YOUR GOODBYE **[Intro]** Yeah... You said goodbye like I was supposed to fall apart. Maybe I did. But I got back up. So... Fuck your goodbye. **[Verse 1]** Fuck your goodbye, I don't need another reason, You can take every lie and every memory you're leaving, I was bleeding while you treated all my feelings like a weakness, Now I'm breathing like I finally got released from the prison. I remember every argument, every accusation, Every "maybe we should end it," every manipulation, Every night I sat awake trying to decode your behavior, While you acted like my love was something easy to replace. I gave chances you didn't deserve, Gave you pieces of me that I should've preserved, Put your happiness first while neglecting my own, Then you left me wondering why I felt so alone. Now the silence doesn't scare me like it used to, I don't stare at my phone hoping that you'll come through, I don't need another message saying "I still care," If you cared, you would've been there. **[Pre-Hook]** So don't call. Don't text. Don't tell me you regret it. You made your decision... Now live with it. **[Hook]** Fuck your goodbye, Fuck the tears that I cried, Fuck the nights I spent wondering If I was worth your time. Fuck your goodbye, I'm done asking you why, You can take your memories And leave 'em all behind. You said forever, Then you left me in the rain. So fuck your goodbye... I won't let you break me again. **[Verse 2]** You wanted distance, now you got it, don't complain about the space, You wanted freedom, now you're free, don't come searching for my face, You wanted something different, so I hope you found the change, But don't come back expecting that the old me still remains. 'Cause I changed. Not because you wanted me to, I changed because I finally realized what I was worth to myself, I was begging for affection from somebody emotionally absent, While abandoning my own needs just to keep you in my presence. That's pathetic. And I'm honest enough to say it. I confused being devoted with completely losing myself, Thought protecting what we had meant putting everything else on a shelf, You became the center of a universe I couldn't hold, Now I'm taking back the pieces that I gave you to control. I ain't bitter, I'm just finished. There's a difference. I don't hate you, I just hate the way you made me feel, Hate the nights I questioned if the love between us was real, Hate that I kept fighting for something you had already killed, But I don't hate myself for loving you. Not anymore. **[Pre-Hook]** So don't call. Don't text. Don't tell me you regret it. You made your decision... Now live with it. **[Hook]** Fuck your goodbye, Fuck the tears that I cried, Fuck the nights I spent wondering If I was worth your time. Fuck your goodbye, I'm done asking you why, You can take your memories And leave 'em all behind. You said forever, Then you left me in the rain. So fuck your goodbye... I won't let you break me again. **[Verse 3]** Now I'm venomous with every sentence, Independent of the ending, I invented my redemption, Took the remnants of resentment, rearranged 'em into weapons, Every second that you left me became seconds I invested. I was mentally imprisoned by the image of us living Like the future was a given, like the ending wasn't written, Now I'm ripping every stitch out of the fabric that you left me, 'Cause attachment ain't affection when the attachment isn't healthy. I don't need closure from the person who created the wound, Don't need answers from somebody who was comfortable leaving me confused, Don't need "sorry" if the sorry doesn't change what it did, Don't need promises from somebody who couldn't keep what they promised. I used to think your goodbye was the end of my story, Now I see it was the moment that I started recovering, You took the version of me that would've begged you to stay, And accidentally created somebody who walks away. That's the irony. You wanted me gone? Congratulations. I'm gone. But everything you broke became the reason I got strong, Every tear became a lyric, every lyric became a song, Every song became a piece of the person I've become, So you can keep your goodbye... I'll keep what I've become. **[Bridge]** You don't get to leave... Then decide when I heal. You don't get to break my heart... Then tell me how it should feel. You said goodbye. I heard you. Now hear me. Goodbye. **[Final Hook]** Fuck your goodbye, Fuck the tears that I cried, Fuck the nights I spent wondering If I was worth your time. Fuck your goodbye, I'm done asking you why, You can take your memories And leave 'em all behind. You said forever, Then you left me in the rain. So fuck your goodbye... I won't let you break me again. Fuck your goodbye... I survived it. Fuck your goodbye... I'm still standing. **[Outro]** You thought goodbye meant I lost you. Nah. It means I finally found myself.
