CALL YOU UP

[Hook] I used to call you up Now I put my phone away I used to call you up Now I’m okay with space I used to call you up Needing something you could say I used to call you up Now I’m learning how to stay [Verse 1] It breaks my heart knowing I broke yours too Sorry for my issues, I was scared of losing you I was way too attached, always needing reassurance Didn’t love myself — that’s the truth beneath the surface But I Would never call you a burden Even when the whole house fell and everything was burning You showed me parts of me I wasn’t seeing I just didn’t know how to be them [Pre-Chorus] I thought love meant never feeling alone Now I know that starts at home [Hook] I used to call you up Now I put my phone away I used to call you up Now I don’t need you to stay [Verse 2] You saw me at my lowest And it wasn’t fair to you Love had turned me inside out I didn’t know what to do I confused connection With needing to be saved I was searching for completion In the promises we made But I Had to learn to stand without it Had to sit inside the silence Let the panic fade [Bridge (Evolution Moment)] I don’t need somebody To fill the space in me I don’t need a savior To make me complete I’m not in a hurry I’ve got space to grow If love comes back around I’ll let it move slow [Final Hook (Stripped + Mature)] I used to call you up Now I let the moment be I used to call you up Now I’m finally me I used to call you up Now I put my phone away